I have to say that that purity test raised a few questions with morals (codes?). I mean is it good/exciting to have kissed a married person, stolen, cheated on someone, taken drugs, been in a fist fight? I could go on. Is it something to be proud of? I'd be ashamed about all that stuff - to admit that I'd done that. I wouldn't be exclaiming how 'naughty' I was with a look of glee (do you know what I'm trying to say here?). No one's a saint but I think it does raise a few questions about where people (some people) draw the line at behaviour, and what is acceptable, or what they are capable of doing. Perhaps I'm just an uptight, frigid little cow (okay, I see you nodding in agreement lol!!!) but I am proud of what I have NOT done. It's easy to fall down, but so much harder to try and stop yourself. I hope I can keep on stopping myself from falling down. I'm not a saint, just a person who wants to keep on the straight and narrow, however BORING that may seem to some people :).

Betcha can't be me!! Neeeeh-neh-neh-neeeeh-neh (no, that's not a secret language! lol)

You Are 80% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

http://www.blogthings.com/howpureareyouquiz/">HowPure Are You?

Lily Allen - Oh My God

My current favourite. Thank fuck she doesn't put on that fake fucking accent that so many singers put on - know what I mean mate? ;) Wish more singers would have the balls to sing with their REAL accents. Halll-eee-looo-yahhhhh :). Oooh, and this is apparently a Kaiser Chief's cover - spot 'em? Easy peasy.

Freemasons - Rain Down Love feat. Siedah Garrett

How can you NOT dance/move to this one? (And I'm not talking about the horizontal kind of movement/dance! lol)

Went to my cousin's 60th birthday bash yesterday evening/afternoon. We arrived early (managed to grab some lovely food before the rest of the 'gang' arrived and demolished it - that sounds desperate but it really wasn't lol!!) and left early. It was nice to get back and be able to watch the second great episode of Jekyll. I have a 'thing', at the moment, for the actor (god, I've forgotten his name and I can't be arsed to google right now) who plays the lead. Anyway, back to the party - it was nice. They had a marquee up in the garden, in case it rained - which it did intensely as we were leaving (note to 'sky' - thank you so much! My new shoes really loved that muddy drenching!). Everyone there was really a drinker, more or less so. My cousin's wife is a lovely woman - rather eccentric but so nice. She has three cats and bought a children's playhouse for each of them to live in. The cats were in their little houses when we arrived and stayed in them as she was telling us they are nervous cats. Two of them, at least, were rescued after being mistreated or under threat of being put down. Such an avid animal lover, but rather extreme maybe?

A little surreal aside to myself: "how am I feeling?" Answer: "Lola's themeish. Play it LOUD".

I've not posted properly for a while. Don't know why - well, just I do really...I haven't felt the need. So much going on in my life (nothing extra exciting though!) and no impetous (sp?) to want to write anything at all. I'm very blase about it. This blog I mean. I don't know why I started it really in the first place. Just wanted to. Nothing else. Not like I have a fantastically exciting, entertaining, intellectually stimulating (or sexually stimulating, yeah go on I know you were thinking that one too lol!) life at all.

We've got a 60th birthday party to go to this evening - my cousin. It's an hour's drive away and by the time the evening comes I'll just want to veg out. Also they are 'drinkers' at the party and I couldn't care less about alcohol personally. My parents are going as is my sister and her family, so we're tailing along - doing the expected thing. The people holding the party and the others going are all a laugh, most of the time - and good to chat to (or more like LISTEN to!), so I'm not worried about sitting around getting bored. They're not really clique-y which is another plus as well - they mix and make an effort to chat. One thing I hate is cliquey-ness. So crappy. I'm semi looking forward to going - just to see my cousin's 'new' house (he bought it from his daughter). Apparently my cousin and his wife have bought a large freezer JUST to hold more food for his party. And I bet the amount of booze would do an off licence proud too!

I'm off to get dressed now. PJ's are comfortable but I need to get ready for the rest of the day. Sex? Nah. Nothing about that for over a month, thank god. It's wonderful to have FREEDOM from the dreaded maul and drawl machine. Affection? He gets plenty, but he does admit he is selfish. Well, aren't we ALL sometimes???

The Shapeshifters - Lola's Theme

I can't stop singing this song (in my head!). Summery, lively, gooooooooooooooooood.

the stranglers - skin deep

Why the beep do I post so many videos/songs? Gawd knows. Music plays (ha ha) a big part IN me.

At the risk of sounding jaded....tell me something I don't already know?

Sex last night was blah. He rated it 7 out of 10, I rated it 2 out of 10. What would make it a 10 for him I asked him...he said if I came - I wonder how much of that was him saying what he thought I wanted to hear, and if so what are/is the alternative answer/s?

Let's talk about anything, except.....

Is there ever going to come a time when the equivalent amount of time is spent on a clitoris compared to a penis? Look at porn - all about cocks and sticking them up somewhere, into something or rubbing them or them being sucked. Watching the cum flooding out. But clits? Hah. They get a quick rub, maybe 10% of the time and the rest is taken by the cock. Seriously, if the clitoris is the equivalent to a penis (at least it is when it comes to an orgasm for me, anyhow!) it's completely one sided. Porn is just soooo terribly biased. Naked women bore me to tears and don't do a thing for me, I have everything they have and it doesn't turn me on at all - I see a naked woman everyday in the mirror (usually lol) and what I want is something I don't see - not more of the same. Naked men!!!!! lol Seriously I do doubt if porn is ever going to change. I mean equality for both sets of organs, not just thrusting cocks. Actually, aren't us women supposed to take longer to come than men (I'm an exception there definitely!) ...therefore perhaps MORE time should be given to stimulation of women in porn (by gorgeous fit hunks of course!!!). Don't get me wrong, I don't want to see lots of pussies (haha, why am I laughing here?)....I just want to see more men making women REALLY satisfied by doing what will bring them to orgasm, and not just using women as things to play with their cocks. A cock up a vagina ain't gonna make the majority of women writhe about in orgasmic pleasure - proper clitoral stimulation is far, far more pleasurably superior to any vaginal 'play' (that's me talking about me....but I'm thinking more women surely feel this way?). Of course you could say both clitoral and vaginal stimulation together is nice but personally I find the vaginal stimulation detracts for the clitoral pleasure (the former is a very poor version/unsatisfying substitute for the latter) and I would opt for clitoral over vaginal any day of the week. In fact I would happily do away with vaginal stimulation completely ...but as I'm married to a man with the aforementioned appendage (sorry I'm laughing) what's a girl to do to keep him reasonably happy? (I put up with it once a month if I can get away with it....what a bitch). Sigh. Why am I posting this? Because I'm pissed off with porn. But all in all, I'm sooo naive, I guess. Okay, now over to YOU.

Had a good week and a lovely weekend. My daughter had a sleepover last night for her birthday. Four girls packed into our frontroom with three mattresses and one sleeping on the sofa. They didn't go to sleep until almost 5 am, much to Hubs chagrin (sp?). He slept in the bedroom directly above the frontroom and I slept in the loft room - thank goodness I was well out of it, and didn't hear much of the noise they made! Then family and friends over this afternoon in the garden, lots of food, lots of tea, fizzy drinks and chatter. Lovely weather. What more could a girl want?

Oh and I made my daughter a pink cake for her birthday 'do' yesterday, a chocolate cake today and I'll be making, via her request, another cake (coconut) for her on her 'real' birthday in a couple of days.

I'm reading False Memory by Dean Koontz. It's good, but looooong and I'm wondering if I'll make it to the end without withering and falling foul of irregular reading...thereby losing the plot (literally) and giving up.

Mutya - Real Girl

Why am I ashamed to say I like this song? lol

I liked the song it's based on too. :)